If Only You Knew, Why Her Not Me?

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And The Most Merciful

I'm not sure,

If you know or not,

But I really do love you a lot,

You still hold,

A special place in my heart,

And you did,

Right from the start.

But when she came along,

And took your breath away,

I was devastated,

And didn't know what to say,

I spent my nights crying,

Time after time,

I spent my time lying,

saying "I was fine."

Little did you know,

My heart was crushed inside,

And on that day,

A little of me died,

But with her,

You look so in love,

Cause you are an angel from above.

I now have to teach my heart to move on,

For you are now forever gone,

But about one thing I'm unsure,

Why it can't be me, but her?