A Real Man

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

If I had one wish,

I would wish a real man to come and take my hand,

A real man who knows how to understand,

Not a man who drinks and cheats,

But a real man who actually has a heartbeat,

Not a man who looks back at his ex,

Or neither a man who all he thinks about is sex,

But a real man who doesn't play dirty tricks,

A real man who comes home to his wife,

Not a man who spends time on the street,

Not a man whose mistakes repeat,

But a real man who is complete,

Won't take a man who plays hard like concrete,

Imma take a real man who speaks the truth from his heart,

Not a man who says "Let's restart.",

A man who makes me laugh when I break down,

Not a man who keeps chasing girls around town,

Won't take no man who acts like a clown,

Won't take a man who treats me like a dirt,

But a man who treats me like a million worth,

A real man who will rock his baby back and forth till he or she fall asleep,

A real man who wants to become good father,

Not a man who disrespect his mother,

Won't take a man who's heart crusher,

I'll take a real man who's smart,

A real man who will never want to be apart,

I want a real man who's outgoing and funny,

Not a man who stays a dummy,

I want a real man, 

The girl's IDEAL man,

In short, a man who rarely exists.

Mister One In A Million

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

Fantasies during days and nights get over ridden,

For the reason being these lusted thoughts are forbidden,

To leave her sensational touch for only one hidden,

Her dreams of love are so deeply driven,

She prays to Allah for her sins to be forgiven,

Against silent stars her wishes remain striven,

Unscripted love stories for her desires listen,

Entries for what she's longing page to page is written,

From a journal composing she yearns Mister One In A Million,

Her love she wrapped in a box and tied with a ribbon,

For the one man who will be the father of her children,

To raise them together on the Islamic path given,

To teach Quran, the words glisten,

A life with the most wonderful vision,

So where's Mister One In A Million?

She's staying away from all guys dreadful with sin,

She got a devotion to search far underneath the skin,

Everyone knows real beauty lies within,

For a sparkle at heart is where true love may begin,

Awaiting for the puzzle piece to her empty space fill in,

But her shell is so hard!

There's no way she'll let anyone in!

Hopefully he's strong enough to build himself in,

After all this job is for Mister One In A Million,

Aspiring memories to last forever,

Never to become a has been,

The last thing she needs is pictures in that trash bin,

Anticipating the key to start up her engine,

Mister One In A Million is going to drive her to Heaven,

To Allah SWT is their final destination.

Thank You Mommy

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And The Most Merciful

To be a mother is not an easy task

Yet you do it proudly everyday

No matter what is asked

You have turned your baby 

Into a beautiful young lady

You were there for me since the very beginning

And saved me countless tears

The pushy and wise advice you gave

Will carry me through the years

With my every mistakes or wrongful deed

You were always there to understand

You put no limits on my dreams

Or anything else I wish to do

You never forget to say you care

Or that you love me to

The smile and tears upon your face when I achieve

Provides me with more value in my heart

Then you would ever believe

There is no other person that will shape my heart the way you have done

Your job finished perfectly for your precious daughters

We had a rocky road through triumph and catastrophe

Hard time and despair

But not a single moment of time

Of not having a wonderful mother there 

You have always put in your last with love

And my whole life is not enough time for me to repay you

We always put our disagreement to the side 

And manage to get it through

I know that my teen years have driven you crazy 

But you have guided me with assurance along the way

You have given me comfort and certainty

With every breath I take within the day

Your little girl is growing up

But you baby girl will always remain deep inside me

There are not enough words that can thank you 

For everything you have helped me emotionally and physically

I have my whole future ahead of me

  

And you are the women that has leaded me 

And guided me towards the proper path

How can one simple day prove that much thanks and love

To someone who has pushed this far

And still is working her way?

No other person deserves a more wonderful Mother's Day

Lots Of Love:

Your naughtiest little girl, Ain <3

Is There Life After Love

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And The Most Merciful

My heart has been broken 

By someone I love

How to forget is a gift from above

You did what you did

For reasons unknown

And all the while

I was cut to the bone

The wound is now healing

But the scars will remain

How do I continue

And still feel the same

Be true to oneself

Is all that it takes

To realize

Where we have made mistakes

Should I go

Or should I stay

As I will always wonder

What happened that day

Is there life after love

Does anyone know

Or just memories of feelings

That have been torn away

How do I close my eyes

To the fact that

You will throw me away

On the strength of a shag!

Allah Give Me Love

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And The Most Merciful

I ask

He gives

I asked Allah for the pious man

A man to keep my faith strong with

He, who will give me children

Worthy of the army of my Imam

A pious man

Compassionate, intelligent, respectful

I did not ask for love

WHY?

I thought

What if I worked so hard for disappears?

Love does crazy things

Doesn't it?

What if that nafs because of whom I bore so many trials

And difficulties gets away again?

What if this love blinds me of faith?

And though I did not pray

I did not whine

I did not lament for love

It is what I desired

Silly nafs again

And my Lord gave me love again

Unconditional, undying, unimaginable

LOVE

Allah is closer to you than jugular, the Qur'an says

And so, even as I tried to hide it from even myself

Allah knew

He who knows what was and what will be

He who was knowledge of everything

He who is the Lover of the lovers

So now I ask

I ask because I can do nothing else

I ask, I pray, I supplicate

I make Du'a

With my heart

Teen Crush

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And The Most Merciful

O young Muslim

I hear your story,so grim

You have given your heart

To a teen crush

Soon to depart

The time will soon come for it to end

I ears, remorse and regret it will send

Deep emotions of anger and hurt

As you feel like a piece of dirt

But why do you fail to see

Allah has given you this opportunity

To turn away from this detested sin

Repent, and start a new beginning

From lewd behavior become shy

Seeking forgiveness from Allah

Do CRY

Remove from your heart the lust dirty

And instead put love of Allah in your breast plenty

For this is the path to success

Jannah! The Muslims eternal address!

University

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

This is the poem about university

From where I gained a degree

There I failed to realize

 My Iman weakened to demise

Whilst someone would sleep

And pious people weep

Seeking Allah's pleasure night and day

Others would stand and pray

In the darkness of the night

Whilst I, would sin with Satan's delight

From the Masjid and Muslim I am away

To the bars and club I stray

Wherein alcohol is consumed

And women are scantily dressed

The DJ at that time is my leader

Little I know to the Hell fire he is my guider

With sinners I am content

These friends, non Muslim bent

Fellow Muslim students flee

At the very sight of me

They do not wish to associate

With me, a Muslim of such ungrate

Chasing the material and wordly gain

A one way ticket to Hell fire

Full of pain

I look back and now shudder

Alhamdulillah, I am now better

From this sick disease

Which grips Muslim students with ease

Oh fellow Muslim

Think twice before away to university you go

For the Satan there is in full flow

(Unknown)

Disaster

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

"DISASTER"

I'm trying not to pretend,

It won't happen again and again like that,

I never thought it would end,

Cause you got up in my head,

In my head like that,

And made me happy,

Baby, love is crazy,

So amazing,

But it's changing, rearranging,

I don't think I can take anymore.

Cause the walls burned up,

And our love fell down,

And it turned into whatever,

Now we're saying never,

Feel the fire cause its all around,

And it's burning for forever and always,

You gotta let it go the other way,

And live for another day,

Cause it ain't the same,

My baby, watch it all falling to the ground,

No happy ever after,

JUST DISASTER.

I didn't want it this way,

I only wanted to say I LOVE YOU right,

But now you're walking away,

And leaving me here to stay,

So foolish of me,

To wait for you to realize,

All the things I gave you,

Made you,

Changed you,

Your dreams came true,

When I met you,

Now forget you,

Don't want anymore.

You shot the bullet,

You shot the bullet that killed me,

Not feeling my heartbeat,

And now it's dying,

I am through it,

I am through the agony,

Now my eyes are drying,

Drying, no more crying,

Lying just a game,

So disaster strikes,

And I'm alright,

Cause my love's on it's way,

Burning up forever and always.

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

I do not love you,

Except because I love you,

I go from loving,

To not loving you,

From waiting,

To not waiting for you,

My heart moves,

From cold to fire.

I love you because,

It's you the one I love,

I hate you deeply,

And hating you,

Bend to you,

And the measure of my changing love for you,

Is that I do not see you,

But I love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume,

My heart with its cruel,

Ray,

stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story,

I am the one who,

DIES,

The only one ,

And I will die of love because I love you,

Because I love you,

LOVE,

In fire and blood.

I hope you know this Mr.A

I love you, but i hate you

-Special dedicated to Mr.A-

If Only You Knew, Why Her Not Me?

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And The Most Merciful

I'm not sure,

If you know or not,

But I really do love you a lot,

You still hold,

A special place in my heart,

And you did,

Right from the start.

But when she came along,

And took your breath away,

I was devastated,

And didn't know what to say,

I spent my nights crying,

Time after time,

I spent my time lying,

saying "I was fine."

Little did you know,

My heart was crushed inside,

And on that day,

A little of me died,

But with her,

You look so in love,

Cause you are an angel from above.

I now have to teach my heart to move on,

For you are now forever gone,

But about one thing I'm unsure,

Why it can't be me, but her?

I'm Tired Of Pretending I'm Strong

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

The smiles I fake,

The scars I make,

The tears I cry,

It's really who I am,

Would it kill you to look inside?

Lonely is my best friend,

Happiness is a waste of time,

Loving will get you nowhere,

Depression fills your mind.

You could never keep a good thing,

Now I can't recognize your face,

And my feet are getting so tired,

Tired from this constant chase.

My heart is weak,

My soul is dead,

I should probably give it up,

While I'm still ahead.

I thought you could ease my pain,

Not make it ten times worse,

And I thought you could tell me,

I'm worth something,

But instead my heart just burst.

I'm trying but failing,

I'm waiting but you're done,

I'ts useless I'll stop caring,

I'll say it,

There you won.

I keep holding on tight,

And this battle should be over,

You never return what you receive,

I call it heartless,

You call it CLEVER!

I'll ask one more time,

Can you stop leading me on?

Because if you actually knew,

What I was going through,

You'd know I'M BREAKING,

And tired of pretending I'M STRONG!

-Special dedicated to Mr.A-

Good Friends Are Hard To Find

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

Touch my heart,

And I'll touch tours,

With a gentle word or two,

For kindness bears,

The sweetest fruit,

That makes our dreams come true.

Touch my life with tenderness,

And fill my cup of heart with,

Share my dreams,

As I share yours,

Beyond the stars above.

Take my hand as I grow old,

And lead me,

When I'm blind,

Show me that you really care,

Good friends are hard to find.

Dedicated to my beloved friends :)

I Am Free

In The Name Of Allah The Most Gracious And Most Merciful

Don't grief for me,

For now I'm free,

I'm following the path God laid for me,

I took His hand,

When I heard Him call,

I turned my back,

And left it all.

I could not stay another day,

To laugh, to love, to work or to play,

Tasks left undone,

Must stay that way,

I have found that peace,

At the close of day.

If my parting has left a void,

Then fill it with remembered joy,

A friendship shared,

A laugh, a kiss,

Ah yes, these thing I too will miss.

Be not burdened with times of sorrow,

I wish you, 

The sunshine of tomorrow,

My life's been full,

I have savored much,

Good times, good friends,

A love one's touch.

Perhaps my time seemed all to brief,

Don't lengthen it now,

With undue grief,

Lift up your heart,

And share with me,

God wanted me now,

He set me free.